Saturday, October 19, 2013

Mrs. Louella Soames: Who Are You??


So, I’m very, very excited for my little role as Mrs. Soames in an upcoming, local production of Thornton Wilder’s “Our Town” - just doing it for fun and a little experience -learning so much! But, if you haven’t heard, “Our Town” is an extraordinary play objectively illustrating the sequence of the universal human experience on a corporeal, psychological, spiritual, and imaginative level. It truly is a remarkable work and, even though I’ve read it multiple times by now, Wilder’s ability to define and create a world, that we already know, through minimal scenery and props still astounds me. “Our Town” really is our town.

It’s always a little easier for me to transform into a character when I take the time to define, understand, and process a particular character’s role, not only in the play, but in his or her world. I also make an effort to execute my defining process with pure, unfiltered empathy, toward both the character, the audience, and anyone else who experiences the production, whether it be my director or fellow cast-mates.

Alright, so my character defining procedure may seem a little kooky but it works for me - I “ask” the character simple questions, in writing, which gradually become more “complex” once I get to know the person I’m playing better. And I know its a little crazy, because, after all, I am asking questions that I am ultimately answering, but it is really effective when you perform. If you don’t believe or feel what you’re saying, the audience won’t believe or feel what you’re saying. Defining the emotions of a character in a work is essential when acting. It is equally as crucial for an actor to define the images present in a character’s mind. What permanent memories or images are engrained in the character’s flow of thoughts?  What feelings does he or she get when images of a favorite plate of food, images of childhood, or memories of a teacher’s bad breath pop into mind? The actor must see what the character sees. If the actor doesn’t truly see what the character sees, then the audience won’t truly see what the character sees. The actor is responsible for defining, authentically feeling, and sincerely delivering every moment experienced by a character in a work, and an actor accomplishes this by composing and embodying the consciousness of that character in that character’s world, and by possessing the consciousness of the character, based on that character’s experience. -  The actor’s goal is to experience the character’s experience, feel what the character feels, and be what the character is. Once the character is defined, constructed, and mastered - truly, truly mastered - the character may embody the actor, allowing a smooth actor-character synthesis to occur when performing - this is where the magic happens and the actor isn’t acting anymore. (I know this was a mouthful, so I’ll try and make the rest of this pretty short and sweet...)

So, in this post, I really wanted to take some time to begin defining Mrs. Soames, and I think that I would like to start this process by analyzing her persona in the literary context of “Our Town.” I’m sharing this because it really gives me more motivation to define her as best I can when other people are reading, and I don’t know why. I really want to become her by fully experiencing every facet of her being, and I’ll do whatever it takes. It’s just a supporting role, but it is a famous one and I really want to take it seriously. I’m gonna build her up more and develop her further (as I’m sure you’ll see in future posts), but this is just an initial step there. Anyway, from what I gather, Mrs. Soames is a choir-woman with a colorful spirit who helps reveal the essence of Grovers Corners through her brisk ability to recall information, good and bad, about residents of the town, through her delightful sensitivity, and, finally, through recognizing the beauty, or lack thereof, in life. She is often perceived by fellow townspeople, critics, and “Our Town” fans as a gossip, and is initially presented in the play running her mouth about the town alcoholic, and though this is easily perceived as “gossipy” behavior, I am afraid that I do not view her as a gossip - I view her as an optimist who is fascinated by people. In the case of the town alcoholic, she reacts poorly to his behavior because she is sensitive, and his evident unhappiness is rubbing off on her. Other people in the town overlook his issues, and try not to “notice” it. His unhappiness is affecting Soames’ happiness, who expresses a belief that feelings of happiness, and wanting happiness, are the most important goals in life. So, naturally, a sensitive, optimistic woman like her is not going to mesh well with an individual who is deeply unhappy, taking his depression out on alcohol. Further, at other points in the play when she speaks of other people, like Emily - the main character - for example, she sings Emily’s praises, speaking so positively of her - she does not say a bad word about her. Mrs. Soames is not a gossip, she is unknowingly studious of people in general, discussing their nature and provides objective, intuitive observations of their personalities. I do not view her as a gossip - I view her as someone who speaks her mind by providing opinions of others who affect her. Whether or not they affect her positively isn’t really the issue - she will still speak of anyone who evokes her sensitive feelings, or anyone who she is directly aware of. However, if one did have a negative effect on her, she will speak of such an individual negatively. If one, for example, made Soames feel happy and positive, she will speak of the individual happily and positively. 

Mrs. Louella Soames will always speak about you, but what she says is strictly your doing - What is said by her is strictly up to you :)

Sunday, October 13, 2013

There's A Storm Coming, Mr. Wayne: Wanna Check Out My Catwoman Capsule?

I saw the "Dark Knight Rises" a while ago and my favorite thing about it was, and still is, Catwoman. I love Selina Kyle's style in the film and Anne Hathaway killed those looks, which subsequently encouraged me to incorporate a little Catwoman in my own wardrobe. You see, when I dress up as a confident woman, I become a confident woman. I believe that the clothes people wear can really influence their personal energy and have such an effect on their happiness, attitude, mindset, etc. So for my fellow-fashion-savvy-females, I developed a little Catwoman capsule wardrobe, inspired by ensembles sported by Anne Hathaway in the "Dark Knight Rises," displaying looks that make me, and other women, feel purely feminine yet strong, as I hope it would for my lady readers too. I will try and remain "in character" as I discuss these little outfits...(I mean, I'm really gonna do it in character. As Selina. I won't go as far as I could with it though, because this is a blog post, not a movie - and I'm not trying to freak anyone out.) So, without further adieu, here it goes... 

(I just ask that readers close their eyes for 10 seconds and think about nothing before you start reading. Just do it. For me. Take it seriously.........)

This is what I wore my  first time.
My first time at the castle-of-a-mansion, meeting Wayne for only a second, acting as an undercover little maid, you'll see the candy I picked up in a moment :)
This will be with me forever.
As he tells me, I'll wear those shoes if you will wear that dress.
And he wears his bravery and I kiss him everyday for it.
I kiss him with a hiss and a hisss and hissssss.
And I kiss him and I kiss him with a serenading sound of bursting love and that glorious breath of laughter he loves. With that echo of joy he craves - with that simple soft tune of memory he can only know within me or a dream.
But they were made for an easy escape like me .. apparently.
I just wanted to try that pearl necklace on. At my house. With no intention of letting him play with it again.
His broken wings didn't stand a chance :-)
I saw him after that though.
He wanted the necklace...



 ...and I wanted catnip.
I said there was a storm coming. Pity he didn't believe me. 
So he got it back.

That's why there are no jewels on this black dress but me and a pair of heels.
But I had to go.
With my black dress.
With my black, decaying, corroding heart.

 Because I knew an evil I did not want to know.
I knew an atrocity I did not want to grow.
And I had a face that I did not want to show.
Yet I had a soul that simply could not, that simply could not, ...it simply couldn't go.

Have you known a force so terrible that demands you to betray a soul you love, for the sake of saving your own - for the sake of saving more than just yourself?
For the sake of saving more than just your budding career in honorable, ethical theft? (...We all do it, even when it's "right." We do it and we do it and we do!)
That's why I left.


That's why I'm in handcuffs.
And that's why I'm in inmate orange.
Chained feet.
Chained wrists.
Then an unchained soul. Bane let us go - and I got a clean slate.
Notice the necklace.
Some black boots, leather leggings, a sweater, and an awesome, comfy kitttty scarf.

Black shirt, black leather leggings, black belt, black killlller boot heels. :)

I bought them with money I found in my desk. Really, from bday envelopes I never opened prior...
Switched out the top and scarf for a leather jacket to go save Wayne from Bane :) keeps me purring...
Date night! After I killed Bane, I turned his mask into a hot necklace. Side note: Batman loves my red blazer :)
My litttle kitty paws.

Bane necklace. He couldn't breathe without it - and neither could I! So cute.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Space Outfit: How can you not love the colors in space??

I was really waiting to see "Gravity" for a while now, and I finally got the opportunity to see it today so I thought that I'd dress up for the occasion! I drew inspiration from the colors in outer space...

Jean cut off shorts with a silver threaded sweater and belt with dark silver beading - the belt/sweater combo reminds me of the galaxy and the shining stars in outer space.

On my left ear, I'm wearing a bluish purple flower, meant to represent earth, and a silver stud, representing the moon....

On my right ear, I'm wearing my orange earrings to complement the yellow necklace, illustrating the colors of the sun. :-)

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Actor Choices: Know About 'Em?

Anna Gunn.
Photographed by Gage Skidmore.


 I remember in one of my acting courses at JMU having to write a review for a Mainstage production of Metamorphoses by Mary Zimmerman. If you’ve never heard of the play, it is incredible to watch live. The work consists of a collection of famous Greek myths performed with a pool on the stage. Yes, there was a pool on the stage and it was awesome. You may think it looked a little tacky, but I can assure you that it looked like a magical pond or lake one would stumble upon in a fairytale or midsummer night’s dream. Well, in regard to my review, we were asked to assess the overall production, offering our insight on the acting, the directorial choices, the scenery, the costuming, and any other facet of the play. I was shocked when I received a B- on the assignment, really believing that it was worthy of at least an A. 
I spoke to my professor shortly after looking at my grade, and, let me tell you, she really put me in my place. She is a professional actress with years of theatrical experience and an absolutely brilliant performer, not to mention incredibly beautiful. Everyone in the JMU theater department has enormous respect for her, so I was a little intimidated to ask her why my A looked like an unmistakable B- in red pen. She told me that my entire review, though pretty well-written, blamed the actors for every choice made in the production. For example, the fact that Midas’-golden-statue-of-a-daughter could not be carried down the narrow steps to exit the stage causing her to walk off was not the fault of the actress who played her, it was due to a stage limitation and safety precaution. In my review, I insinuated that she was a faulty actress, inquiring why she would choose to walk when she was supposed to be a golden statue. I didn’t even realize this was not an actor choice when I wrote the review, because, believe it or not, we blame actors for choices that are not in their control all the time and are super unaware that we do it. (Disclaimer: This isn’t to say that we should feel bad for them or see them as victims, because they’re lucky enough to do what they do, but we should just know what an actor choice is and what it isn’t.)
I think my teacher felt a little insulted by my review, but I eventually got a taste of my own medicine when I performed in my first Mainstage production. You see, at JMU, in every acting course, it is required that we write reviews about the theatrical work sponsored by the university. It seems a little daunting, but it really helps improve your own acting skills and knowledge. Anyway, through the theater grapevine, you start hearing what people have written about you in their reviews, and it was super, super, super aggravating and frustrating to hear criticism based on issues that were simply not your fault. I put my heart and soul into that character, so how was it my fault that I had to stand a certain (mind you, awkward..) way on the fake train so I wouldn’t fall off? 
The reason I’m sharing this story with you is because, not only is this type of  criticism the source of my chronic stage fright and the reason why I never auditioned for a JMU play afterward, but because it is so essential that when we judge or look at any type of theatrical performance, whether it be on stage, in a movie, or on TV, that we know what is in the control of the actor and what is not. If we don’t, then we are not reviewing artwork with integrity or credibility.
For example, I have never liked Skyler White, but I wholeheartedly adore Anna Gunn. Is it Gunn’s fault that a pool scene looked a little choppy because the picture transitioned from a camera out of the water to another one below its surface? Was it  even Gunn’s decision to attack someone on camera? (No - because she is not Skyler White or a “Breaking Bad” producer. She is Anna Gun, the actress.)

Sunday, September 29, 2013

My Style Muses: Who Are Yours??



I truly believe that everyone on earth has their own, unique style. Just as no two people are the same, no two styles are the same. That said, I still think the "study" of other styles can really help cultivate your own. I pull style inspiration from every angle, whether it’s from the colors in nature, a famous cartoon character, or a celebrity I see everyday in magazines. I love seeing a variety of looks and really making them my own. Though I will never allow myself to copy another’s style, I love creating my own, individual ensembles from what I discover in the world around me. So, in this post, I am pulling inspiration from some of my favorite style muses, showing you how I create looks from what inspires me while staying true to my own style.

Eloise at the Plaza

Eloise (at the plaza) wears a look that has a distinct red, black, and white color combination. I chose to embrace those color choices, but with different pieces. She wears a black skirt, white top, and red ribbon, whereas I'm wearing a red skirt, white top, and black ribbon (around my waist.).
Grace Kelly

Grace Kelly is such an icon and I absolutely adore her timeless style, unique fashion sense, and impeccable taste.  This particular look inspired the following ensemble...
I adopted Kelly's look, but edged it out with a mesh top- I thought it was a cool look.
Please ignore my non-manicured toe nails....
A closer look at the top...

Betty Boop

What a cutie.
I remained in keeping with Boop's signature red attire, sporting a black mini skirt, a red bandeaux, red heels, and some awesome jewelry...
I thought the green earrings complemented the red tones in the outfit really nicely.
A feathered headband!!! I love it.
The jewelry.
My fabulous red shoes.
The same outfit but I paired it with a jean jacket to make it a little more practical.
Lady


In this ensemble, I wanted to emulate Lady's coloring - she has beige, brown, and tan tones in her hair, and I wanted an outfit with the same hues. Her collar is blue and gold, so I am wearing a blue and gold necklace.
My necklace....
I put a jean vest over it, which has faux-fur lining - making me look more, well, like a dog. 
These shoes kind of remind me of paws so I thought they were perfect....
Jackie O

I love Jackie's style - she has such incredible taste, and this light pink dress is absolutely beautiful on her!! A true style icon!
I'm sporting a dress with the same pink-tone and length as Jackie's... but chose to accessorize the piece with my evil-eye necklace, statement earrings, and a headband.
My Jackie shoes - they make me feel so glamorous....
Audrey Hepburn
Audrey in a simple, black swing dress.
Like Audrey, I'm wearing a simple black dress. I chose to pair it with a silver statement necklace, simple earrings, black pumps, sunglasses, and an orange scarf tied around my head.
A close up.....
How could I create an Audrey outfit without my favorite Audrey-Breakfast-At-Tiffany's Trench? I love this coat and it really is a staple in my wardrobe. I wear it all the time in the fall/winter :-)
Penny Lane

I love her fluffy jacket...
...so I created an outfit with my favorite fluffy sweater. You can't really see them in the picture, but I'm wearing cut-off jean shorts with tights underneath. I chose to pair them with a light peasant top, a headband, and some booties. I love this outfit - it's so comfortable and really effortless.
Marilyn Monroe
Marilyn in her famous white, halter dress.
The outfit I'm wearing is very similar to Marilyn's, except I'm rocking it in black. I'm actually wearing a halter leotard with a skirt and sneakers. It looks like one piece, doesn't it?!

It's backless!!
My sneakers. I could've paired the outfit with some heels, but I love wearing sneakers with pieces that are seemingly more sophisticated. I think it's such a cool look and it's incredibly comfortable!

So this is just a little glimpse of how I incorporate what inspires me into my wardrobe, making each look compatible with my own style. Despite how different my muses may be, I really love being creative with my wardrobe and constructing looks that suit me. So I hope this post encouraged you to be a little more creative with your own style, and seek inspiration wherever you can! Next time you get dressed, see if you can create a few looks from what inspires you - it really is so much fun and I would love to see what you come up with! Don't be shy!! :-)